i cant even count how many guys ive been with on one hand, i judge myself all the time, to the point of hating myself for it but i put myself in these situations

next week it will be a year since i was a virgin, it shouldnt have happen its was horrible it was a mistake , that mistake you cant take back. i went and check his facebook we arent even friends we are complete strangers he doesn t even know and he wouldnt even care. i was only 15, and now im all fucked up